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Official stance: total neutrality and understanding. Everyone has to deal with things in their own way.

Personally? I am pissed the fuck off at this point by the unending bullshit fall-out in my life. Grow up. Really.

Have a problem with me? Tell me to my fucking face and stop bitching about it to your friends. Things ain't gonna change if you keep me in the dark.




And no, not directed at who you might think it is. You want to know, grow a pair and ask me.
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Bettie is back home and better than ever. The previous hard drive was fucked, irretrievable. Dad replaced it with a new 20 gig drive. Yay! She's Frankenbettie!

Work the last two days has been kind of a bear. People keep calling out sick, so I have been running my ass off. If this happens next week with Mother's Day, I'm not quite sure what I'll do, but it won't be pretty.

Going out tonight with disago to see Hitchhiker's Guide to The Galaxy. We may end up meeting up with gelfjenn's crew, since they are going to the same show, same theatre, same time. Woohoo! Ghetto full of freaks.

At least three of my close friends are not sleeping well, I can tell. I have been getting a lot of sleep, but it's not enough for four of us. And one of them actually projects! I need to learn to block better.
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    tired tired
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I wonder....

I wonder at the way people change. I wonder how you can go from being so close to being so far. I ponder the steps forward and the steps back and the steps that make us who we are.

I just read posts by two friends, about reversals large and small. I guess I don't understand how it is that we can alternately be so kind and so cruel to one another.

People continue to amaze me, in ways good and bad. I carry a bruise on my arm because of the bad. I carry a lighter heart because of the person who has said he will protect me from any more bruises.

This is about everyone and no one. About boys and girls, men and women. But most of all, it's about friends.

I just wish we would all stop hurting each other. What's the point?
  • Current Music
    silence.
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Tonight was, for me, the end of an era. It's the last time I will see DJ Mohawk Adam spin at a club.

The first time I went to a club, Adam was djing there. The Roxy in 1995. I sat in the back corner under the spiral staircase while Zero threw mints down the front of Army Jen's and my shirt. I absorbed the sights and sounds and knew that I would never be the same.

It seems that every club I went to after that, there he was. We worked together in Wheaton for a time and he would list Aaron and I.

My world came together and my world fell apart and Adam helped spin the soundtrack for it.

So, for old time sake:
"Welcome to Roxy on this fine Wednesday night."
"And please remember to tip your bartenders as generously as possible."


Fuck you, Adam. I'm really going to miss you.
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    tired tired
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Dead DJs are still spinning in their graves ...

I just want to thank 2501, dayglodivine, djkangal, kelowna, rasdna, wilaustin, ego_likeness, skunque, Mohawk Adam, Zoltar, and any number of other DJs that are slipping my sleep deprived brain ...

I have seen the alternative. You all have spoiled me for other DJs. I can't LIVE like this!!! I must come home soon and get my fill of GOOD djs. San Diego was very disappointing.

I love you. That is all.
  • Current Music
    Dead Stars - Covenant